physics lecture in progress..
and i have a sudden urge to blog.
the weekend passed so quickly and poof, its a monday again.
i usually suffer from monday blues but today im too tired to feel anything.
saturday was supposed to be spent mugging my ass off.
so i met up with hedi to study after a random conversion on msn.
got chased out of the cafe during dinner time and headed to my house to continue studying.
because of my cock phone, i thought i made mike angry. so to make up for it, i dropped my math tuts and went to meet him to watch movie. headed home with mummy and continued with my work all the way till 430am to go qing ming with my family.
we left house at 5am, and reached home at 12pm. 3 hrs of it were spent in the jam. i was so damn tired after that but i cannot sleep cause i ate too full for lunch. how dumb was that? so i continued mugging but nothing was going into my small little puney brain... ... my dearest came over to comfort me before dinner and he met daddy. daddy acknowledge him with a "mm". i guess thats a good start compared to raymond.(: daddy took my cock phone away again and left me with a lao cockcock phone. heee and mike gave me his phone to use for this time being so i dont have to carry a lao cockcock phone. (: after dinner with mike's family we headed back hall and im back to my mugging routine. i see how boring my life is now.
anyways, i guess i still screwed up today's quiz. sobs sobs. cause some mo ren suppose to meet me at 930am to study for my quiz and ended up reaching at 1010am. after 20mins of breakfast,we even ended up late for the quiz la.buay tahan! and computing lectures are getting more and more un-understandable. i want to die lo. after two lectures, i ended up playing SUPERCOW and hedi cannot take her eyes off her msn convo. hence, she brought in her laptop for our physics lecture and tempt me to blog. she's like how irritating CAN? haha.
i've learnt alot about us this weekend. ironically, im really glad we went through these ups and downs. roomie says all these lessons learnt will bring us further in the future. oh ya, and she even added brownie points for mike. how rare is that?! but anyways, thank you my dearest for being so understanding and being there. although you express it differently from what i expected from you, i know i can count on you to be my pillar of support. (: i'm so excited for wednesday.and i promise i will mug extra hard today and tml for more time in exchange. heeee
okayyy. hedi's msn wouldnt stop blinking at me.gotta give her back her laptop.
physics lecture still in progress...
whyy cant anything be pleasing?
why is it so hard?
im sorry.
band prac last night was good. meeting seniors and the many generations of QM before and after me. wah! time really flies. and i suddenly so miss school. the feeling of playing the clarinet again was extraordinary. i didnt think i would miss it so much. it wasnt just about playing music again, it was the company as well.as much as i wish MARY SPICE can come together again,its kinda tough la.so anyways, we had SIA along with liyun last night. practice was as usual fun and full of laughters.i cannot stop laughing with ally sitting beside me man. oh yes, and yolanda came back to visit. she's like a NUM guy now.anyhows, we are playing abba gold and this percussion ensemble - technology. and im going to be part of the percussion ensemble! LIKE HOW COOL IS THAT?! band pracs can be so much fun but travelling is like how dreadful can! from boonlay to kovan and back again. i spend 4hrs a day travelling la. i just cant wait for emmanuel! cant wait to be under Sir's baton again! (:
anyhows the new school compound is cool. its like so huge! the old shalom block which used to be 2 storeys high is now 4 storeys high. okayy.i sound like some mountain turtle now. but i dont like the toilets now. they no longer have the large mural inside,they cut it up into small murals. its no longer pretty. thats so far the only places ive explored.
it feels weird to have a unknown new teacher for the band. miss yeo and mrs wong are like all-time favourite and where have they disappeared to?
okayyys back to computing lectures.
bloggie dearest, i am like how shagged today. i guess elsa was right to say that i will burn out soon. and little did i expect the soon to be so soon. i still have a month to go till the end of exams. arghhhh!
location now: lee wee nam library.
purpose: complete effective com assignments
but i am like super lost now. my mind is like totally blank.
i guess i lost my momentum over the weekend. outing on good friday and spop on sunday. too much fun is bad for me.
i wonder whyy i lack the ability to multitask sometimes.
many times i worry. many times i am too paranoid. many times i am insensitive towards you. many times i am too sensitive. many times i dont know how to tell you how i really feel. many times i choose to let it go. many times i choose to brush it away.
these many times are the causes of many problems.
and the world is so gawd damn small.
computing lectures are such good lullabies.
i feel so drowsy that i need something to distract myself.
ive been eating cheesecake for 2 days.
shit man. i see my tummy growing.
i need to stop eating so muchh!!
my boy had a nightmare last night.
he dreamt that i left him (and so he says)
i wonder whyyy.
anyways, things havent been the same.
no more showers together.no more laundry together.no more pillow talks.
i miss my roomie so much.
okayys.back to computing lectures.
north spine is my new home.
cheers!
bloody hell. i have no fcuking idea what in the world my tutor is talking about.
to think i used to think that computing is fun.
i change my mind.
online shopping.facebook.emails have became my computing tutorials these days.
i dont know how in the world am i going to pass this module man.
a fullstop to my office term.
appreciation nite is over and im so glad it is. (:
that marks nearly the end of my job..YAY!
special thanks to all JCRC kids who made it so successful.
michael,victor,yewhang,siting,joyce,gareen,andrew,
clarence,weida,meihua,mingyong,dehong,jai, angel.
my office term has been great with you guys.
and im going to miss working together.
no worries, i shall plan an outing for us after exams!
anyways, exams are bloody near and my momentum is still not here.
mugging should be my favourite pasttime now.
but..
ohwells. i see my tutor walking towards me.
byeeee bloggie.
a fcuked up but cranky day for me.
project meeting.math quiz.lectures.more project meeting.
effective com project can be so fun.
hedi drives me nuts.but i still love her nevertheless. (:
more to come tml.
oh YAY.
i just realised i had only bread and teh and gelato today.
but all i can think of now is sleep.
fcuked. and i have so much work to do.
work is piling on jcrc side again.
but its really coming to an end soon.
yea man!
but exams are coming real soon too.
double fcuk.
5 chem topics to go by tml
and im typing my random thoughts.
leanne says she's motivated.
i learn so many new things today.
double integral.hybridisation.auto&externfunctions.
i hope its lifespan is more than just 1 day.
i wanna shower and the bloody toilet is occupied.
a rest day i was anticipating.
but whyy do i have to have a dinner appointment?
argh.
augustrush!
anyone?
oh yes.i shopped in school today at canB
as a reward for my hardworkingness.
canA tml. (:
my neck is aching.
my stomach is growling.
my brain is burning.
so would you kindly please come out of the toilet?
